Jenna Mohl, BFR Staff

The Mandalay Writers Society met every Thursday evening in the dingy flat of Mildred Mandalay. Mildred was a middle-aged woman who worked as a receptionist at the Independent Tire Company. The job was dull, but Mildred, an unmarried romantic, passed away the hours dreaming of penning the next great love story.

There were three other members of the Society: Alicia Banks, a university student whose favorite author changed weekly; Mr. Sax, a lawyer who came to avoid his wife; and Edgar Varlish, a janitor who secretly believed he was ten times smarter than the executives whose offices he cleaned.

On the evening in which our story begins, Mildred, Mr. Sax, Alicia, and Edgar had just sat down to tea when the doorbell rang.

Mildred opened the door to a young woman with sharp, angular features, and dishwater blonde hair pulled back into a tight bun. She wore a black skirt that skimmed the floor, a long-sleeved, high-necked black blouse, and carried a black briefcase. The only colored item the woman wore was a single, blue, moon-shaped, earring dangling from her right ear.

The woman held up a flyer, “Is this the meeting place of the Mandalay Writers Society?”

Mildred admitted that it was before examining the flyer. Strange, she thought. She had put these flyers up several years ago when the Society first formed. But this flyer looked brand new.

The woman interrupted Mildred’s puzzling thoughts with, “My name is Darla Winkle and I’d like to join, if you’ll have me.”

Remembering her manners, Mildred introduced herself and ushered Darla inside. “There are four of us that meet here every week,” she said as she led Darla into the sitting room. “This is Alicia, Edgar, and Mr. Sax.”

Darla sat in the armchair in the corner and the meeting began. However, the drawback of the Society, and likely the reason there were only four members, was that nobody actually wrote anything. Of course they talked of writing a great deal, to the point that each person boasted himself or herself to be an expert.

You can thus imagine their surprise when the scratching of a pen interrupted Edgar’s pontification on how his story was similar to The Great Gatsby. Four sets of eyes drifted to the armchair where Darla sat, scribbling furiously in the notepad on her lap.

“Darla, dear” said Mildred graciously, “We generally spend our time discussing our writing, brainstorming and the like.”

Unfazed, Darla responded, “I’m listening.”

After an uncomfortable pause, there was nothing else to do but carry on. Since Edgar was too affronted to continue, Mr. Sax discussed the importance of plot planning in the detective book he had yet to start writing. This discussion lasted for two hours, during which Darla did not put down her pen once.

The following evening, Mildred was relaxing in her flat when there was a knock at the door. It was Darla.

Mildred, ever the hostess, asked if everything was all right and invited her inside for tea. When Mildred returned with the cups, she was startled to see Darla sitting in the armchair already writing.

Mildred perched awkwardly on the couch across from Darla and asked, “Darla, is there something you wanted to talk about?”

Darla reached for her cup, took a sip, and then answered, “No, thank you,” and turned back to her paper. Mildred was at a loss; she felt dismissed in her own home. She deliberated for several moments before going into the kitchen to retrieve her copy of Pride and Prejudice.

After two hours of almost complete silence, Darla put her notepad away, thanked Mildred and left. Mildred thought about the odd encounter all night and was still mulling it over the next morning. How very peculiar.

Unbeknownst to Mildred, she was in for many more ‘peculiar’ happenings. Darla came back every night that week, and the week after that. In fact, Darla showed up every night for the next five weeks.

Mildred tried everything, both subtle and unsubtle to dismiss her unwanted guest. She pretended she wasn’t home, but Darla continued knocking until she answered. She told Darla she was busy, but Darla simply replied, “That’s all right, I won’t get in your way.” She went out after work, but Darla waited on her front steps until she returned.

Each night was the same as that first night at the Society: Darla, wearing what appeared to be the same clothes, would sit in the corner, write for two hours and then leave.

Much to the displeasure of the other Society members, particularly Mr. Sax, Darla also refused to share her work.

“It’s downright rude,” he harrumphed at the sixth meeting since Darla’s arrival. “You should call the police on her.” (Alicia kindly pointed out to Mr. Sax that Darla hadn’t exactly forced her way in; she just refused to understand that she was unwelcome.)

The members were so caught up in their complaining, that it took a full twenty minutes for anyone to notice that Darla was absent. After this realization, Mildred spotted something on the corner armchair—Darla’s notebook, left from the night before.

Mildred reluctantly gave in to the pleas of the others and opened the notebook. On the first page was written: ‘For the Mandalay Writers Society by Darla Winkle’. The second page began with “In my younger and more vulnerable years my father gave me some advice…”

“Good God!” said Mr. Sax, flipping through the pages. “She’s written out the entire text of The Great Gatsby!” Edgar, trusting no one’s Fitzgerald knowledge above his own, confirmed that it was so.

Now, none of the members of the Mandalay Writers Society ever saw or heard from Darla Winkle again, and it was many meetings before the Society could talk of anything else. However, by the end of the year, the Society had produced some actual writing: four short stories on the curious circumstances of one Darla Winkle.

Hiba Ali, BFR Staff

Sitting in front of the computer, you’re only trying to finish that last assignment for the night. You have been struggling to keep your eyes open and can feel the heavy weight of your day slowing your fingers.

PING

You get a desktop notification for Twitter. You quickly look around to make sure no one notices you leaving your Word document. It’s a well-deserved break! You’ve been working hard and just need two minutes away from academia.

What is it? A funny video? A vine? 140 characters that speak to the very depths of your soul?

A hashtag.

#ChapelHillShooting

What? Wait a minute. You have to Google this…what are the facts. Is this some stupid joke?

Two articles. TWO ARTICLES.

This is all you can find.

Three human beings were executed in their home and that is all you can find. No mention that they’re Muslim Americans. No mention of how they were killed. NO MENTION. Jon Stewart is trending at the top in your area. People died and Jon Stewart retiring is more important in the media. Major news networks haven’t even reported on it! Where are the shocked citizens? Where is the outrage?

This was my Tuesday night. I’m a Muslim American, and I honestly thought that meant something. I thought being American afforded me the rights of protection and validation. That was until Chapel Hill. I realize I will always have to prove myself as worth it. Deah, Yusor, and Razan are still trying to validate themselves from the grave. No one wants to call this a hate crime or an act of terrorism. The world lost three people who exemplified what it means to be a good human being. Regardless of what you do or don’t believe in, never forget that they only got a line at the start of this. They weren’t afforded the basic human decency deserved by all. The rest of the world was outraged and I didn’t know until almost eight hours after the fact. My religion is not my only identity, just like it wasn’t the only identity Deah, Yusor, and Razan had. They were so much more than one word. I will never forget that moment Tuesday night when my stomach dropped, and my exhaustion was replaced by fear, anger, and loss. Incredible loss. Loss of lives and loss of security. That is what weighs heavily on my fingers now, and I don’t know if what I type matters or what backlash I will face.

Sean Dennison, BFR Staff

Jonathon joined the Marine Corps on his 18th birthday as a gift to himself. They shaved his bow of hair off and wrapped him up in MARPAT. They gave him combat boots that gave him blisters that calloused over. They taught him new things and new ways to do old things: shoot, dress, hump, drill, clean, scream, cadence, eat, sleep, breath, move, lie, win and lose. They gave him a new name, his last name.

 Johnson lived in two deserts: the first was Yuma, Arizona, the second was Kandahar, Afghanistan.

 Johnson got to Yuma and then knew what hot really was. He stepped out of the airport and felt the sweat bead up like shy jellyfish. He got to base and saw all sorts of uniforms going to and fro, fro and to. He saluted officers and gave the proper greeting of the day to senior Marines. He checked in to his new unit in his Service Alpha uniform. He got to his barracks room and said, “I’m a Marine.”

 Johnson saw two male Marines kiss at a bar. He heard they were administratively separated from service. “Cause they were fags,” an operations clerk told him. He decided to keep quiet about some things.

 Johnson stayed up until dawn drinking and consoling a friend who suspected his wife was cheating on him. He went to the same friend’s funeral after he shot himself.

 Johnson had a method that was less dramatic: pills and alcohol. He did not fall asleep forever but woke up covered in vomit and shit. He cleaned himself up and went to go buy a six-pack.

 Johnson had another friend who was raped by another Marine. He asked her if she wanted to report it to the command. “What’s the point?” she asked. “Then I’ll really be fucked.”

 Johnson had to take photos of a helicopter crash. Human chaos splashed across the desert. The wreckage reminded him of burnt trees. The smell previewed him Hell. He was out all day and got back at midnight. He slept with Euclidean dreams of fire, steel and agony.

 Johnson started talking back.

 Johnson started drinking more.

 Johnson got a DUI. He drove ten blacked out miles for a number one, animal style fries and burger but no pickles or tomatoes. They caught him at the base entrance. “Almost made it,” they said as he fell out of his car. They took him in, took his mug and prints. They gave him a form to write a statement down. He wrote, “I do not wish to give a statement.” (ha ha ha ha ha ha ha)

 Johnson went to rehab. He improved. He got deployed.

 Johnson got to Kandahar two weeks after bin Laden got his 72 virgins. He was scared for two weeks and for the rest of the six months he celebrated ennui.

 Johnson once felt the debris from a rocket attack. He was smoking outside and his friend came out to smoke. They said hello and joked that it was so peaceful that there had to be a rocket attack soon. They both laughed and then felt and heard it. They heard the alarm go off. They felt detritus of dirt, wood and sand fall on their heads. “Well, I’ll see you in the bunker,” his friend said, putting out his cigarette.

 Johnson helped carry a coffin containing an 18-year-old Marine. He buckled under the weight of it all. He thought he felt something move in the coffin and nearly dropped it. He got chewed out bad but never admitted anything.

 Johnson went to Kandahar’s hospital on a morale visit. “This is war,” his sergeant major said, leading him to the recovery rooms. His favorite: a man with one eye, hooked up to a catheter, his urine the color of sweet ice tea. “Oo-Rah,” the man said. “Oo-Rah,” Johnson said back.

 Johnson realized he did not want to live. He realized this at night, during an aerial resupply mission. He watched things fall into darkness, to troops, and thought how wonderful it would be to fall with them, to give himself to midnight and just be.

 Johnson found out his grandmother died three days before coming home. He got the Red Cross message waiting in Kyrgyzstan. He chain-smoked for hours in the snow.

Johnson came back.

Johnson had nights that were extensions of days. He thought people were in his room when he was alone. He cried alone sometimes. He once saw the Devil’s face in the popcorn ceiling.

Johnson got out.

Jonathon tells these stories to a doctor every week at the VA. He has beautiful stories, too, but the ugly ones get him benefits.